Do you ever feel like you're lost in desperation, in the clutches of depression ? The words of people go over your head and all you feel is like you've been dragged into an abyss, an emptiness. You keep telling yourself you're perfectly fine, but even your everyday chores seem exhilarating. You feel exhausted for no apparent reason. All you wanna do is just hole up in your room, draw the covers over your head and go in a deep slumber and never wake up to face this gruesome world.
If this is how you feel like, then don't worry..These tedious times tend to make us more sensitive to other's perception about us. Yes, we've all been let down in life. We've been humiliated, betrayed and hurt. But should we just let ourselves down, because we're too scared to deal with the pain? Put yourself first. Snap out of it. Easier said, than done. But, work at it one day at a time. It may seem like an impossible task in the beginning, but time heals all wounds. You're the only person who can help yourself. Your mind might seem like a war zone now, but learn to win the battle within yourself first. Don't let your depressed self take the lead.
You're young. You still have a lot of fight left in you. You are in this world for a purpose. Let not silly things and the fragments of your disturbed mind erode your life away. Life is beautiful. Live in the present and enjoy every bit of it. So one fine day, at a fine moment when your mind starts realizing the fact that your heart will cease to beat and your time has come, you would embrace death because you'll know that you didn't just survive, but lived your life. :)
keep blogging Manu.....You are getting better and better .
ReplyDeleteThank you sir :)
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